Tuesday, December 28, 2004


Finally I had something to do. Mum and I went to this dinner, invited by my mom's friend at Shang-ri la Hotel at 7. There were many people, about 40-50 of us. The dinner buffet was great, the food was delicious, well, some of them. I liked the broccoli, the gyoza and this crunchy fried food. I didn't have the chance to try the dessert!!! All because I was too fool! Damn it. The chocolate covered fruits looked really, really tasty.

~ I find it weird to be with the people today. Well, I'm not that close to them anymore. Last time, I used to go to their house and have several nights of stayover. My childhood friend was always easy to talk to. But not today. As we grew up, our distance had gone further. He's not someone mature, not that I'm not, but we seems to be from different worlds. So, basically I sat there, silently for 2-3 hours. Anyway, I'm always shy in front of them. Haha... I'm not sure whether I wore the wrong clothes today, or my face mutated, but I spotted some of my mom's friends looking at me like a stranger. Perhaps, they are asking who the hell is this guy. I'm an unimportant person though.

Well, looking back at how I spent my 17 years on earth, i feel a bit tired by now. Hopefully college will start soon. I'm dying of boredom again.

Friday, December 24, 2004


Holidays have always been like that. The same routine every year. Sleep, eat, watch tv, go shopping, hang out with friends. As for today, I went to KLCC with my sister.

~ Was set to buy some clothes, but got nothing. Bought a new album, a compilation album by 5566. As I was at the payment counter, the one in front of me was actually getting Jac's debut album, the original one of course! Haha... well, Jac's a great singer, she'll make us proud in the World Idol. Still, I hope Fantasia will win.

X'Mas is approaching fast. My wish this year? Well, I hope for a more eventful life starting from next year. I would truly want to achieve my dreams. Featured on an advertisement, seen in magazines and able to perform in the public, big crowd or small crowd will do. But Santa had never make my dreams come true. Not that I could remember any. There might be one or two... but those are not dreams.

~ I wonder how everyone is doing. I meant my schoolmates. Most probably they are enjoying their lives right now, at this moment, this very second. And me? Blogging here. Last year, things were better. Lots of plans for the holidays, busy thoughout the whole holidays. But this time around, I live in boundaries. By the way, to make things clear, I'm not suffering from depression, not a serious one.. haha. No offence to those who's reading this.

1st of January would be a big day for my sister. Her wedding dinner's on that night. I'm so excited for her, of course, she feels the same. 1st of January too, would be the launch of my new site, and this site would be ABANDONED. 1st of January too, is the official start of a new year, indicating the beginning of new world, calendar, luck, fortune, etc. And 7 days after that, I'm officially a student of Taylor's Business School...


Only slept for 6 hours today. That's short of 2-3 hours compared to the usual time. Why? I watched Return of the King again, but this time, the extended version. The movie is about 4 hours. Yea, that long. Watching it again, I realised what an amazing movie it is. Enjoyable, fun and entertaining. I couldn't spot which part was extended though. Haha, don't blame me, I couldn't remember much about the shortened version when I watched it 2 years ago. Hope The Hobbit would be released soon.

~ Oh yea, there was a bad news for me. Apple Language Centre, where I learn my Japanese, will be shifting to Plaza Berjaya next month. There would be a few weeks break. Damn, another few weeks wasted then. And it will actually demoralise me. I hate going far, far places at night. But come to think of it, it would mean that I can go for a lil' shopping every Tuesday.

Christina Aguilera has been confirmed to be the host for the MTV Asia Awards 2005 which would be held in Bangkok. Damn, when will it take place in Malaysia, I thought. Anyways, though I'm an Asian, i have to say that the award show is a bit lame, dull and boring. With expected winners, there is nothing much to watch. And some performances are just less entertaining. Hopefully the artists that are due to perform this time would do better.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Another day...

Everything went on perfectly fine today. Day was boring and the late evening was better.

~ There was a surprise during my Japanese lesson today. 2 new students, Lim and So, both in their 30s, joined us today. The class was enjoyable (tanoshi) and interesting (omoshiroi). Unlike the quiet me, I talked quite a lot with the teacher today. The problem with sitting at the front row is you get targeted everytime, not mentioning the times when I'm not ready and made a fool of myself. But I found some weak points about myself. I tend to use body language when answering questions, haha. Kin, Zero and Eric would be learning Japanese soon too. I'm so excited for then, as well as for myself. Can't wait to practise jap with them one day.

I started reading story books again. I have about 10 books that I bought long time ago and have yet to read them. I'm a slow reader, reading only roughly 60 pages per day. Most of the books are over 500 pages. Damn! It would definitely take me a very long time to finish them, especially Harry Pothead and the phoenix? Couldn't remember the title.

~ By the way, the extended version for Lord of the Ring: The Return of the King is now released in DVD and VCD. You all can grab your copy in any video retailers around such as SPEEDY. Also, Jac, our first Malaysian Idol, released her debut album too. If you're patriotic, get the original copy. Or else, just download the whole album online, to save up some cash. The album is sold at... 30+ in Tower Records. Not sure about other places.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Happiest Moments in 2004!

01) SPM finally finished - Studied for 12 years just for that. Hopefully I'll obtain good results in the examination. Quite a few subjects were quite tough. That includes History, Commerce and Malay. I'm not so confident in Science and English too. I'm a bit worried for my English essay. I should have chosed another topic, rather than writing on Clothes. As for Science, I did fairly good in the objective paper, but not really impressive in the subjective paper.

02) Taking part in Interact activities - Well, I consider myself fortunate for being invited to participate in the Joint I.U. Day although SSG wans't one of the schools joining. Interact club has done a lot for me, boosting my confidence, and fulfilling my dreams. I sang. I danced. I hosted. I modeled. Although it's just within school level, i'm still very content about it. So much sweet memories.

03) Not chosen for National Service - Lucky for me, I guess. Or shall I say, unlucky for not being chosen. Either way, I'm happy about it. Good luck to those who are going, it will definitely stregthen y'all up. How cool.

04) Met new friends in school - It's kinda like an accomplishment. Audrey, Darren, Sho, Ivy, etc. Most of them are juniors, but it is really entertaining to hang out with them. Time passed so quickly that I regret for not meeting them earlier.

05) Appearing on TV for less than 1 second - Haha, thanks to Malaysian Idol. I was spotted playing games and dancing with my fellow friends that I met during the audition. Though I'm not chosen, at least I got a consolation prize.

06) Mom approves me to learn Japanese - She always stress on the importance of Mandarin, so I thought she'll not allow me to learn Japanese. Well, I wont he battle against her. Another thing she always nag about is about my guitar lesson. She kept encouraging me to stop learning it. Unfortunately, she failed.

07) Obtaining a driving license - Haha, I hate to drive but I have to drive. Unlike Jon and Kah Ming, I suck at driving. The tutor probably knew about it. So, instead of 10 hours, he taught me for 13 hours, just to make sure that I pass the tests. Unfortunately, I failed once, and succeeded the 2nd time. Thank god. The tests were just pressuring and frightening. I hate the hill climbing part.

08) Sister's engaged - Woo-hoo. Finally... Not that she's old, but her marriage is something new that is about to happen in my life. Life would be different after she's married (in January). I'll have a brother-in-law. Most probably more angpow money next year. Haha, even before they got married, I already got rm500 from my future brother-in-law. And it seems that I have to ask angpow from him before opening the car door during their marriage. The custom rocks.

09) Challenging Julia in singing songs by Ashlee - It's just hilarious. We laughed a lot during our competition. I won most of the time, but Julia's not weak. She can master some of the songs, and I master the rest.

10) Offered scholarship by Taylor's College - At least something to be proud of for the rest of my life. Congratulations to Amanda and Tzuch for receiving scholarships too. Hope I'll meet you guys soon in Taylor's. I've enrolled myself under the Taylor's Business Foundation, joining Julia and Ee Vonn.

Monday, December 20, 2004

Moment that Haunts in 2004!

1) Prom was a failure - It was basically my fault. I should have just canceled the game and replaced it with another band performance. By the way, my mood wasn't that good since people refused to go in. Well, I should have maintained my happiness and thought of ways to heat up the atmosphere. Sorry to y'all who attended the lousy prom, please accept my apology. I owe you all too much.

2) Rejected at Malaysian Idol - Actually, I don't think I go that far in the competition at all with people like Dina and Jac. But still, I do believe I have enough talent to be judged by the real judges, instead of the lousy preliminary judges. I'll try again next year, if I have the time.

3) Leaving SSG, my 2nd home - Everyone has to go through that. Departure wasn't that saddening as I thought it would be. I had always thought that I would cry on the last day of my secondary school life. Apparently, I got a lil' bit stronger. Many memories, good and bad are now kept in SSG, leaving them there so that I can move on to the next level of my life. No more pampering, less friends, and a whole new environment.

4) Getting 98 for Mathematics, SPM trial 2 - It was a complete defeat by Christy. I was very disappointed when I knew that she scored higher than me. Maths has been the subject that I put most effort in. My expectations had been getting the best score in the whole form. But that time around, I screwed up the paper and my history with some careless mistakes. I could have done better. Damn. Sorry to Ms. Lim for not achieving what she wanted me to achieve.

5) Rejected by SY - Well, nothing much about this actually. It was just a mere crush on her. I jsut don't get why people act weird after a confessions. Confessing might just end a friendship, what the heck. Luckily, things got better and I think we're still friends now.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

24 days to go...

I've finally registered at Taylors Business School. The people there are great, friendly, and with sense of humour. I can hardly wait for college to start. Life should be more interesting than ever.

~ Watched 3 movies since Friday in MidValley. First, The Forgotten. Not bad a movie, but it's a bit boring. I yawned 3 times in the cinema, so that would pull my ratings for that movie down to 5.5/10. Next, I watched Bunshinsaba, a Korean horror flick. Well, the storyline is nice, although it was something religious. I give it a 6/10. And one final movie that I watched was Shutter, a Thai horror movie. That movie is awesome. Unfortunately, they should prolong it. It was a bit too short, and they should exaggerate on certain parts, such as how the friends died. With much ups and less downs, it deserves 9/10 from me. Haha...

Pop songs listeners out there, I strongly recommend Gwen Stefani's new album for you all. The songs in Love.Angel.Music.Baby, Gwen's debut album are simply weird, and catchy. With the first single What You Waiting For heating up the airwaves, you can expect more from her in that album. She stressed on Harajuku, a place in Japan in her album, using that place as the inspirations to her lyrics. She dedicated most of the songs to the girls in Harajuku, praising them of their wicked style in fashion.

~ Oh, by the way, the prom was a flop. If people were about to rate it, I guess it will get an average ratings of 1/10. It was just bad. The host was inexperienced, and unable to handle tough situations. Have to blame myself on that... Nobody danced at all because the music wasn't suitable. Have to blame myself for that again. People complained about the game. My fault again... And the drinks weren't cold enough... yea yea... I should have ordered something else. It's over now, and I can't change anything. Life moves on. Hehe... anyway, congratulations to Ervin Chua, our prom king and Shook Yee, our prom queen.

This is a bit too early, but Happy Birthday, Nixie! And this is a bit too late for the first batch to national service, good luck to y'all!

Thursday, December 2, 2004

Yeah! Spm's finally over!

It has ended. A new life would soon start. Less friends from now on. After 12 years of studying in Sekolah Sri Garden, I had to say goodbye to the school, my second home. Well, so much sweet memories over the last 12 years in the school.

~ I could still remember the good old times when i was in Kindergarten. The porridge sold at the school canteen at that time was delicious, unlike the ones now. I could still remember the times when I played the toys after I was done with my work in Kindergarten. Oh yea, the best of all, I got number 1 in the whole Kindergarten.

Then comes primary school life... I started playing a lot and my studies dropped. I could still remember the classes I was in, 1A, 2D, 3C, 4A, 5B, 6A. My friends told me that Kelly cried when we were in 1A just because she couldn't 'jaga' the class as the class monitor. I can't remember that. Haha... In the 2D, Mr. Chandra spiced up our lives. Phang was given nicknames. Oh yea, and the Hang Li Po Drama. That was the 3rd, and last play I've ever participated in. Then in 3C, I made friends with Su Via and Ee Vonn. Together with Phang and I, we had a great time comparing boobs to fruits. That was funny. Then comes 4A. I can't remember much.... In 5B, Farah bullied me. I got a nickname called Lychee Sakai. Haha... Cik Indrani scolded Farah and Michelle for that. Whereas the great memories in 6A were the UPSR results and the Kuala Selangor trip. It was during the trip where I first used a mascara on my hair!

~ Secondary school life was the best of all. In 1G, Mr. Loi took the spotlight. he was bullied badly by people like Tzu Zhung, Aaron annd Jeremy. And those people who bullied him were to apologize in front of the hall during Teacher's Day. It was embarrassing, yet humorous. And then I could remember fighting with Kheng Loon during the first day of school. I was also elected as the class monitor, all in a sudden. Then I moved on to 2S. The highlights of the year were... The Maths Magic competition. I got 7th placing overall. Improvement in academics. I got same marks with Yin Yang during the final exam. Yin Yang's bottle incident. Shiau Kee's glue incident. Phang threw a glue at somebody. Unfortunately, the fan blocked it and it hit Shiau Kee's head. Tasik Kenyir trip. Leeches are eerie! The natural water is tasty. The sceneries and the bugs. She cried. Guess it was PAINFUL. 3S, stressful year and I had to sit for PMR. Sweet memories were during the trip to Rompin. I found out that I'm good at BishiBashi. The trip was just good, one of the best that I'd been to. PMR results came out in December and I got a rather satisfying result.

Upper secondary life was way too cool. My status improved quite a lot. I holded some posts. And I became a prefect. Made lots of new friends. Highlights over the passed 2 years... cat fight between Ee Vonn and Kia Ju. It was shocking and entertaining enough. Then, haha... Mr. Lim was attacked by stroke. Then, helping out during the Joint Installation, although I'm not supposed to be involved. Oh, then having a stay over at Ee Vonn's house. Everything went out the way we didn't expect. But we had a great time playing the dancing mat and watching movie! Talking about sleepovers, we also stayed at Julia's house during Jess' birthday. The barbecue session was great, and we spent good time playing PlayStation(BishiBashi again). Um... Malaysian Idol started this year too. I didn't make it. I'm disappointed, but I'll try again next year. Guess that's not a sweet experience at all. Haha, and over the past, my love life sucked. Lolz...

~ Prom Night is just 4 days away. Preparations for it are just in 5% progress. I'm in deep shit. Anything goes wrong that night, I would be the one blamed. And I'm worried over my clothes too. I have not get them. But I'm going out later again, thank god.

Updates on Prom... performance by the Black Flag. Performance by Kelly. A game for couples that would test their compatibility. Then, lucky draw. We have a contest for best dress. Prom King n Queen is a must have. And Kelly and I would be the hosts.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Boring shit...

I can't wait for SPM to be done. It's jsut a matter of time before I can dye my hair, go clubbin and start having a wild social life. Lolz...

~ Life would be just great after SPM. Prom is coming. I'm looking forward to it. I had got my suit and pants. Now, left the shirt and tie and hat. I can't make up my mind of what colour to get. Damn. And abt the hat, I can't find the hat I want. All they sell is inappropriate hats. Sigh...

Finally, I bought Destiny's Child's latest album, Destiny Fulfilled. 9/10. Glad they have reunited for another album. N' Sync and Backstreet Boys should learn from them. Right now, I'm into another princess of RnB, Ciara. Her latest single with Missy, 1, 2 Step rocks.

~ I started chatting with a friend from Ireland. Ireland sounds like a pretty cool place. They just had an Opera Festival and the people there doesn't really celebrate Christmas...

Monday, November 15, 2004

Normal post...

I've been doing lots of things. I had made my suit and pants for the prom. But have yet to get the tie, shirt, shoes, etc. I had sat 4 of the SPM papers. But have yet to sit for another 5 subjects. I had per-ordered Destiny Fulfilled. But have yet to listen to the album. So much, so much...

~ Not to mention, I cried on Saturday after watching this touching movie. The movie is so meaningful and it is one of the best movies I've watched this year. The story and the music were great. No wonder it received many encouraging reviews.

Today, I have narrowed down my options of what to study next year to SAM and TBF. I don't plan to chooe A levels because it eats up to 1 and a half year. I can't afford to waste my time just like that.

~ Last Friday, I stepped into a jamming studio for the first time. I'm feeling so fuck up right now as I still can't manage and present the songs well. I guess I would have to train more, more and more. Kin was great on the drums, Inez was cool with her guitar, and Julia played like a pro with the bass. The band is just great. I would love to jam with them even after the prom.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Hehe... a long post be4 SPM!

Well, it has been 19 days since I last updated my blog.

First thing first. Prom. Well, we have reduced the number of people attending it from 150 to 100 due to some unforseen circumstances. Well, we still hope to get more and more people so that we can get a bigger room, or else... By the way, we need some volunteers to perform that night. Anyone interested, message me using MSN. Besides, we might need some cds for the event. If you have any cds that are suitable for the event, please help us out.

~ Next, the 2nd thing that is bugging me is the SNL incident recently. Ashlee Simpson was caught lip-synching and since then, thousands had been insulting her. I don't understand why they care so much just for one unavoidable mistake that was made by a cute, lovely artist. Ashlee-haters fuck off now. She has tried her best since she joined the music industry and it wasn't her fault for being sick. Besides, we shouldn't blame anyone else right now but to keep supporting her, so that she can go on with her life and contribute to the music industry. Lip-synching is a very common matter today. Look at Britney Spears. She did sing life before, but most of the time she just danced without singing to her audience. F4, with all the fame, they still sometimes lip-synched. I guess Destiny's Child uses back-up tapes for their latest performances for their latest track 'Lose My Breath' too. N-Sync lip-synchs too. It's just very common. Just for one mistake, it is very unfair to judge Ashlee for that. Her album's great with many many nice tracks. Well, lip-syching might be bad cause the artists don't sing their own songs, but lip-synching once or twice is okay. Nobody's perfect. Something is just fucking wrong with those people.

Okay, done. 2 more school days to go then the holidays start. Well, not really. We were given early leave so that we could study for our SPM. My Additional Mathematics papers would be on the 4th of November, which is roughly 7 days from now. I can't believe that after 12 years in Sekolah Sri Garden, I would have to leave the school soon. It would actually take me some time to adapt to the new environment, without school, less friends, less activities, almost nothing to do after SPM. Growing up is rather difficult. Well, just hope that I'll be able to live through it. For now, I'm not sure whether I want to further my studies in Help Institute or Taylor's College. Folks, which one do you think is a better choice?

New tracks recommended for listening:
1) Gwen Stefani - What Are You Waiting For
2) Destiny's Child - Lose My Breath
3) Lindsay Lohan - Rumours

Thursday, October 7, 2004

Gonna be Thursday!!!

Damn! I've wasted 3 days without studying for my SPM. I've gotta start soon or I'll suffer next month.

~ Things had been great at school. Recently, I've been talking a lot of crap and unnecessary stuff. In class, in the canteen, in the bus, etc. Sho was telling me his experience with the paranormals. It seems that the rumour of our school background is still passed around. Most of the people think that before our school was built, it was a hospital. And I've also heard that it was a cemetary before the hospital. I guess that's why we have numerous ghosts stories about our school. The way he told me about everything was kinda freaking me out. He seems to encounter them many, many times. It is as if he's born to see them. That sounds kinda cool, but I wouldn't want to possess that type or supernatural power.

The results for my examination weren't that bad afterall. I got 89 for my English, which was above my expectation. Why? Because I didn't had enough time to finish the literature section. Fortunately, I scored a surprising 14 out of 15. As for History, I got 33 for the objective paper, a slight increase compared to the trial 1(30 if I'm not mistaken). For Commerce, I scored 30/40 for the objective paper. Since a few exams ago, I've been scoring the same marks for objective paper. That just shows I have not improved at all. Hehe :) As for Basic Economics, 35/40 for the objective paper is good enough for me. Hm, as for Mathematics, I'm a bit disappointed with the score. Sigh... Last but not least, Additional Mathematics. I have not receive back the paper 2 yet, but I'm satisfied with my marks for paper 1...

~ Now, time for some updates on the prom night. Nothing much to update actually. Well, our theme most probably would be A Moment Like This. Let's see... nothing much to update I guess. Everything's so unplanned right now...

Saturday, October 2, 2004

What a relief!

After 2 stressful week, schedule returns to normal and I would be blogging more often from now until SPM starts in November.

~ Trial 2 was way tougher than the 1st trial. The BM paper was damn tough. I did not finished my English Paper for novel section due to insufficient of time. Why did that happen? I thought the paper ends at 10.45, but it ended at 10.30, 15 minutes earlier than the time I thought. Comes to Mathematics, well, it's okay. Not much comments about it. Science... tough... difficult. History. It was 'kinda' okay. As for Moral, hopefully I can maintain my marks. And as for Commerce and Basic Economics, those papers were much tougher, hehe... Last but not least, Additional Mathematics. I'm not sure how high I will score for it, but I'm praying for at least a B3.

Now, the updates on Malaysian Idol. Let's start with Dina. Her performances were good and impressive. She sang a song by Anita Sarawak and 'I Turn To You' by Christina Aguilera. Jac, although she did not brought out the Malay song well, but she heated up the atmosphere with 'If I Ain't Got You' by Alicia Keys, who are in town today for her first ever concert in Malaysia. As for Vick, he's quite okay. Watching him singing 'Belaian Jiwa' by Innuendo and a rendition of 'I Believe' by Fantasia Barrino, the idol queen, I yawned a couple of times. Haha... My predictions? Hm.. it's too hard to choose. If the people go for talent, I'm sure Jac and Dina would be in. But if we follow the trend, the 2 finalists would be Dina and Vick. Well, so much to think, so hard to choose. Hopefully, Dina and Jac would be through to the next round. And it was funny watching Ms. Fauziah Latiff calling Vick Jac twice.

~ Went to Low Yat today with Inez, Amber and Nixie. We chatted a lot in Inez's car and our topic was about music played on the radio(Hitz.Fm). Amber was anticipating alternative rock. I was waiting for the radio to play some of my personal favourites R&B songs. In the end, out of 10 songs we heard, most of them were pop-rock, while others consisted of R&B songs, local efforts, and only 1 alternative rock. We heard Sarah Connor's 'Bounce', Outkast's 'I Like the Way You Move', Avril Lavigne's 'My Happy Ending', etc. We also heard a song by Reshmonu, a very popular local artist with his new song. I can't remember the title, but it features some other singers, including a Kenya female singer, who was criticised by Inez and Amber. Well, we had lots of laughter back then.

We ate Ramen in Low Yat before I went to my mother's coffee shop. Finally, my mother said that I can follow the trip to Korea as long as there are more than 5 people going. Cool. I can't wait for the SPM to be over...

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Hm.. has been a long time...

I know it was a few days ago since I updated with anything new. Well, this would be a long post then.

~ SPM is so damn near. I'm so not prepared for life after SPM. But for now, I would have to prepare myself for the Trial 2 which would start on this coming Wednesday. And guess what, I haven't even touch my Form Four History textbook yet, but thank God as I had just finished the Form 5 syllabus. After a few days of deciding what to study in college after Secondary School, I have come to a decision. First, get into Business Foundation. Then, take up Financial Planning and Accountancy/Business. That would be my plan. Hopefully, I would be good in those majors. Financial Planning sounds cool to me, unlike many other majors like Electronic Business, Business Law, etc.

Not long ago, I started back o2jam. That game is very addictive. Now, I'm already Level 15, on the way to Lvl 16. I just need to complete a minimum Lvl 9 song with 70% life. Tried a few times just now, but I failed miserably.

~ Watched Malaysian Idol yesterday. The theme was P. Ramlee songs and the show was boring. I nearly feel asleep when I was watching. Here are my predictions for the results show on Sunday:

Bottom 3: Saiful, Andrew & Dina
Bottom 2: Saiful & Andrew
The one leaving: Saiful since it's Andrew's birthday, his fans would spend more money to keep him safe for another week...

Besides watching TV a lot, I also spent my time watching 2 movies this time. The first one, White Chicks. That movie is hilarious, but not good enough to earn good ratings. I would give it 6/10. As for the 2nd movie that I watched, which is Into The Mirror, I love it. Though it's not just a horror movie, the storyline is good and it ended with a twist. Overall, 8.5/10. Hehe... am I being too generous? You tell me...

Friday, September 3, 2004

Let it happen...

It has been 2 days since school reopened. School days are as fun as they have been before. The same old routine, chat, study, chat, have fun, go home. Tomorrow is our report book colelction day. And guess what, I have finally received the letter posted by the school regarding that matter today. I wonder how the school expect our parents to manage and arrange their time for that in a limited period of time.

~ Life's great so far. Had been having talks with friends on music, movies, pregnancy, body hair, sex, and brief. Most of our topics are for adults, due to our maturity at this age. Haha... or we can just balme it on some people...

Nothing much else to blog about. I just gained some weight after such a short holiday. Can't believe that. And thank god my eyebrow is growing. Haha...

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

It's My Life!

For another time, I skipped school.

~ Just finished a game called Crimson Sea 2. I spent approximately 3 days to finish off the game. It's quite a cool game, and this is the 2nd PS2 game that I actually succeed in completing the game. Woo-hoo. I guess I should be cutting down on games as SPM is approaching very quickly.

My predictions for Malaysian Idol was quite accurate. I thought two would be eliminated that night, but actually there is only one person who would be leaving the show. So Victor, bye bye to you. Some of us would miss you. He had been granted with luck all these while so reach this level. Well done anyways. Next up, I think Saiful, Zamil or Nikki are in trouble...

~ Olympics over. Holiday's over. Revision time comes. I have only another 2 months to study will SPM. Or shall I say, another 2 months till dooms day. But anyway, I still want to enjoy life as much as I could. I recall back what Sarah Michelle Gellar once said. She said, "I live my life as if tomorrow I would be dead. Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow." That did inspire me a lot.

Oh yea, congratulations to Beyonce for winning the Best Female Video Award in annual VMA 2004, Miami for her video 'Naughty Girl'. This is the 2nd year in a row she's winning that award! Big winners were Jay-Z, Outkast and No Doubt. Usher won Best Male. Outkast won Best Video. Linkin' park won the Viewer's Choice Award. Alicia Keys won Best R&B Video Award. Britney, the popular one, won nothing though. Too bad.

Sunday, August 29, 2004


Wednesday, 25 August 2004
For the fourth time, I went to Sungei Wang again. Nothing much happened, just that I bought another 4 comic books. Life's so boring and I have nothing much to do today. Suck.

Thursday, 26 August 2004
The sun peeped through my window and I'm ready for the stay at Julia's house tonight. But before that, we(Kin Hong, Julia, Yu Yang, Amanda, Yoong Loong,Ee Vonn, Eng Chuan, Kelly and I) met up in MidValley and went for a movie before going to her place. We saw AVP, Alien vs. Predator. The movie's great. It worth 5.5/10 from me. Haha... you heard me, 5.5. The movie's nice, but not too awesome.

~ At Julia's house, we played with her dog, Fifi. Julia claims the bith to be a chinese dog because she's scared of me and barks at me at most of the time as I look like a Malay. Anyway, the barbeque started at 8.00p.m. although it was planned to start at 7.30p.m. The lemonade done by Auntie rocks! The food was great, mouth-watering but it's just that I don't really know how to cook them. Some were only 80 percent cooked, but I ate them all. The night ended with us playing playstation 2.

Oh yea, and today's the day the government selected the people that will go for national service. Thank god I'm not in! Well, many of my friends are not in, but still there are a few lucky ones. Ivan, Adeline, Kar Jun, Cyrus, etc...

Friday, 27 August 2004
After a long and tiring night, we woke up at 9.00a.m. We had fried mee for breakfast and Kin, YY, Amanda, YL and I left Julia's house for school. They had to attend the extra class for Additional Mathematics that would be conducted by Ms. Doh, as usual. From school, I took a cab and went home. Once I reached home, I had a rather refreshing shower and right after that, I went for another movie in my room. Twins Effects 2 isn't that bad afterall. With a sense of humour and some thrilling scenes, I'll give it 6/10. Well for now, I have yet to watch The Village, but I already have the VCD with me. Lolz...

~ This week's performances for the Malaysian Idol were weak and sloppy. Still, Jac and Dina performed well. Vick tried to hard to impress the audiences. Zamil's still playing safe. Saiful is getting unsteady in the game. Nikki is still a great singer, but not good enough. Victor came out above my expectations, and I gotta admit this, he's improving. Andrew still reminds me of Jaycee, and he bores me. And Jien's outfit sucks. He should change his personal stylist if he has one.

My predictions for:
The bottom three: Nikki, Victor & Saiful
The ones that would be eliminated: Nikki & Victor

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Still fine...

Since yesterday, I've watched 3 movies. The first one, Win A Date With Tad Hamilton. Well, the storyline isn't that bad. I'll rate it a 5.5/10. Next up, Ginger Snaps Back. I don't even know what movie is that, but I bought it after the stupid VCD seller told me that it's nice. Now I know I got tricked. I'll rate it 1/10! It's just that sucky to me. Finally, at 12.00 midnight, I started watching The Sisters, the latest horrow flick from Thailand. The trailers were frightening enough, but not the movie. With no subtitles, but a very clear vcd, I couldn't understand what's the storyline. But, I still rate it 6.5/10.

~ Well, I went to school today to attend this prize giving ceremony for Interact Club. Interact Club of SBU won the most, stealing away 4 awards. Best Interact Club, Best Community Project, Best Annual Report and Best International Understanding. As for our club, we didn't do that good this year, and not that bad either. We were the 1st Runner-up for Best Annual Report and 2nd Runner-up for Best Community Project. All together, we won 2 trophies and RM300 for the club.

Went for facial treatment after that. But before that, I shopped around and got myself a new school bag. This time around, it's the style of a normal bag. Nothing much happened after that. It's just that now I'm broke, I would have to find some cash for me to spend on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday... sigh... I wish I could work part time to earn some cash on my own...

Friday, August 20, 2004

Played truant...

Tomorrow will be the last day of school before a short break that woulds last for approximately eleven days! Only ten went to school today. Some of them were, Jonathan, Kelly, Ee Vonn, Ainul, Melani, etc. Well, I guess we broke our record for the least people attending school for our class. Our previous record was 10 absentees. And this time around, we have 10 persons who ere present out of 21. Yeah!

~ Yesterday was Peter Pan, today, I watched A Cinderella Story by Hilary Duff. The movie is not bad afterall. Thank you to Julia for lending the vcd to me. For Peter Pan, I'll give it 7/10. As for A Cinderella Story, 7/10 too.

As holiday is approaching, I'm finding time to go shopping again to accomplish my 'mission' for August/September. Not long ago, I bought Ashlee Simpson's sophomore album Autobiography. So here is the updated list of the things I plan to get this August/September:

05)School bag
08)Playstation II games

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

4 more school days!!!

It's so great to be at home again. I feel so comfortable lying down on my bed, playing PS2. Let me sum up what happened in school today:

~ Before school started, Kel, Jon and I talked about the IndepenDANCE in Genting on 28th August this month. Many of us are planning to join the fun, but the problem is we're still underage. DAMN! SO, Kelly is kinda worried as she doesn't want to waste money on the ticket when she can't even go in. Then, it was time for assembly. Today, our very own Merdeka Celebration has officially started. Our teachers performed on stage. They sang 2 songs and 1 of them was Jalur Gemilang, one of my fav. Unfortunately, a few prefects missed the show as they played truant. Who were they? Couldn't really remember.

Classes were conducted as usual. And we have yet to receive back our BM paper. After lunch, selected students were to see Mr. Kenny Goh in the Theatherette. It was about a motivation camp that will be held in our school hall during the holidays, 25th and 26th from 8.00a.m. to 5.00p.m. Attendance is not compulsory and those who are interested have to pay RM170 for the course! Well, he hope that the camp can help us excel in our SPM, scoring straight A's and create history for our school. Well, I personally think that such camp doesn't work for me. I will still talk to my mother about it, but the chances of me going is merely 1%.

~ Soon, it was time to go home. I had a great conversation with Sho in the bus on games. He asked me to try "Risk Your Life", an online game. Well, downloading the file right now, try later. Back in the house, nothing much happened. My sister asked me to take up dancing classes with her. She had registered for Ballroom Dance and Modern Dance. I'm still in the process of thinking whether I should join or not, but my stepmom has said that she's not going to pay for the fees which is RM80. Sigh... I bet I would have to look for the source of income to support the fees before I actually decide to join or not.

Random topic for the day
Many people are often shy to buy undergarments with friends. Of course, I'm one of them. It's just a natural feeling. Some people feel embarrassed if their size is revealed. Therefore, most people get their undergarment alone, or with family members. We choose clothes, shoes, accessories with friends, but not undergarments. That's a bit funny. Some of them are even shy to talk to the salesman when they're choosing undergarment. Weird huh. Undergarment is also a type of clothing and should be 'treated' fairly. To think of it, it's not as bad as getting a pack of condom or a lubricant...

Monday, August 16, 2004


Went to Genting yesterday for Sammi Cheng's Concert. It was great. 10/10! Before that, I had some time to spend in First World Plaza where I went to Boy'z showcase. They're not bad, although the first song they sang wasn't that nice due to some problems. And I met Kar Jun there, how coincidence. Anyway, the concert started at 8.25 p.m. and ended at 10.15p.m. It was quite short, but still worth the money. I'll post the pictures later as I took many of them, but they're all quiteblur as I sat quite far from the stage!

Friday, August 13, 2004


I had finally finished Onimusha 3: Demon Siege for easy mode. Hehe... yeap, I played the easy one. Now, I would love to try the normal mode and that would take me another week I guess. I would leave that for the holidays. Right now, I shall start playing Bujingai: The Forsaken City.

~ Had a few surprises today. First, it has to be the marks for my History paper. I was expecting 75 or so. Then, I actually improved for Commerce paper. And guess what, this is the first time I get an A2 for the subject this year. I got 3B for that subject during the first 2 exams! As for Additional Maths, I actually scored 93 for my paper 2, which was above my expectations. Haha... a great day I shall say.

Random topic for the day
~ Underwear. Clothing worn under other clothes next to skin. Underwear includes boxer, brief, trunk, jockstrap, g-string, etc. Actually, why is underwear important? Some believes that underwear protects our important organs. Some believes that it prevents certain diseases, for cleanliness.

Some people choose not to wear it at home, but I would say 99% of the people who's in the public wears an underwear. I myself prefers not to wear it, but I'm force to wear it everywhere, at home, in school, in shopping malls. I just can't imagine not wearing underwear when I'm out. It might be more comfortable, but the thang will not be 'placed' well as nothing holds it on to something. Can you imagine a guy that doesn't wear underwear suddenly gets an erection out of nowhere? That would be funny and hilarious as well as embarrassing. You can just see a tent in the trousers or something. Even worse, when a guy's erect, pre-cum stage occurs and that would create a wet spot in the touching surface. Wouldn't that make things worse?

~ In conclusion, wear underwear in public, but it's not necessary to wear it at home I guess unless you have guests in your house. Haha... and I think briefs suck. I prefer boxer briefs... Lolz....

Tuesday, August 10, 2004


Great day I had. Why? I had a few surprises over my results. I mean, they're good. Suddenly, I see all the hope coming back. I got 98 for Maths, but I'm still not satisfied with it. Luckily, there is one question that might help me boost my marks so that I can maintain my record. Before that, I received back my Moral paper too. Got an 80 for it. Not bad, she counted 86 at first... haha... she's so kind to me.

~ Then, during Science, we discussed the objective paper. I got a 42 out of 50 which is good enough for me. I remember that I got 35 out of 50 for the objective paper during Mid-year examination. After that, it was time for Commerce. As usual, we marked our objective papers as well. I got 30 out of 40, which is fairly good. My Commerce isn't that good, but the score did improve compared to the last exam where I got 28. Finally, it was time for English. I got 91 for the paper. It was a shock. I thought I would only get 85-88 for it.

Tomorrow will be my dooms day, with History, Additional Maths, Malay and Basic Economics. I'm not really confident in those subjects. But as far as I'm concern, there's always Trial II.

Monday, August 9, 2004

It's Gonne Be Monday Again... Sigh...

Life after trial is awesome. No worries, no pressure, no tension. I can't wait for SPM to be over now. Anyway, I stayed at home the whole day today.

~ Nothing much happened today. Morning, had tuition. Afternoon, went online. Late afternoon, played Onimusha 3. Evening, watched TV. Night, which is now, online again. Haha...

I'm kinda afraid right now. Afraid of getting the results for my trial. Afraid of going to Genting next week where I have to stay with strangers. Afraid of another problem which is occurring. But still, I have courage. Sometimes I just feel that life's better if I had done better things, that leads to a better life. Don't get me wrong, I'm still enjoying my life, haha...

~ Congrats to Kelvin Kam for getting into the top 8 for the um... O2Jam tournament held in Penang yesterday. He's qualified for the national level which will be held in Kuala Lumpur! Congrats to the 9 newspaper that won the NIE Newspaper 2004. Although we're not one of them, but we tried our best. Congrats to Zero for getting a new girlfriend. Hope you all will have a steady and long-lasting relationship. Anymore, I think that's all... haha...

Sunday, August 8, 2004

Woo-hoo.. tired!

I just came back from Mid Valley. Had a great time there with Julia, Ee Vonn and Jess. The outing started off with 1 hour of E-Zone followed by shopping. Told you that I have to buy lots of stuff. A little bit of disappointment, but still I feel happy as I bought quite a lot of stuff with the tight budget. At 9.20p.m., I found myself in the cinema with my sister and her boyfriend, watching Three of A Kind, a canto movie. The movie's not bad, I'll give it a 6.5/10.

1) Failed to get Ashley Simpson's Autobiography
2) Failed to get a pair of slippers
3) Failed to get some cheap t-shirts
4) Failed to get belts

1) Succeeded in getting short pants from XXX Zone
2) Succeeded in getting underwear from Topman
3) Succeeded in getting games from an unknown shop
4) Succeeded in getting a pair of shoes from an unknown shop
5) Also bought some pet food, a button up shirt, stationeries, etc.

Updated list of Revised list of things to get this August/September:
05)School bag
08)Playstation II games

Saturday, August 7, 2004

I, Robot.

Watched I,Robot today in KLCC...
Here's the info for the movie taken from yahoo.com

Action/Adventure and Science Fiction/Fantasy
1 hr. 55 min. Will Smith stars in this action thriller inspired by the classic short story collection by Isaac Asimov and brought to the big screen by director Alex Proyas (Dark City, The Crow). In the year 2035, robots are an everyday household item and everyone trusts them, except one slightly paranoid detective (Smith) investigating what he alone believes is a crime perpetrated by a robot. The case leads him to discover a far more frightening threat to the human race.

~ Well, the show was hilarious and thrilling. I'll give it a 3.5 stars out of 5.

Thursday, August 5, 2004


Skipped school today and woke up at 11.00a.m. That's late huh... yes it is late. Usually I will wake up at 8.00a.m. even though there's no school. I guess I was a bit exhausted over the exam. But, it's not over yet, sigh... Friday's the last day. Well, I can't wait for the exam to be over...

~ I downloaded GunBound yesterday but didn't start playing it until this morning due to technical problems yesterday night. The game is not as bad as I've thought. My nickname? shijuanzhu again. Haha... Jon taught me how to play the game. Thanx! Then, I challenged Kelly. I had a hard time trying to win her. After that, in the afternoon, I met this girl who teamed up with me. She was a rather friendly girl and added me as her friend. I'm not sure where she's from, but at that time, it's already nighttime at her place.

Other then playing gunbound, I also started back my playstation fever. Well, I played back Bloody Roar 4. Heard of that game before? Here are some of the screenshots from the game. [Pictures are taken from gameshot.com.]It's a very cool game, with sexy characters. Haha...

Wednesday, August 4, 2004


Finally, I've sat my Additional Maths papers. It was tough. I preferred paper 2 more than paper 1. And I do realise that I don't like to take my exam paper in 3rd floor in the new wing. The atmosphere just isn't suitable for me to think properly. But, it was still nice there. I got to meet many teachers at the end of the day. And guess what, 2 girls were caught copying by Encik Nazri and they had to call their parents or something. I left quite early so I don't really know what happened to them in the end.

~ Today's is my first day to a Japanese class. I was blur when I entered the class. There were 7 students all together, including me. 3 girls, 4 guys. The teacher was a guy, named Fujimori-san. He jokes a lot, and calls me Lee-san, which is weird to me. I prefer people calling me Chee Sheng or Kevin. Kevin is a bit weird to me too cause not many call me by that name, but nowadays people in my class call me Kevin, after a fella added me in Hi5. Anyway, back to the Japanese class, I learned the simple grammar and a few vocabs with some conversation today. It was cool. I hope I can master it soon. But for now, I should remember the katagana and hiragana first. Katagana is the simplified japanese words, whereas hiragana is the normal wordings. Katagana is mostly used for those English words translated into Japanese. For example, television in jap is called te-re-bi. Weird huh?

Malaysia Mega Sale is on. I can't wait to go to KLCC this Friday, and Mid Valley this Saturday. Here's a list of the things I plan to get:
1) Slippers
2) T-Shirts
3) Cargo pants
4) Short pants
5) Polo tee
6) Tie
7) Underwear
8) Show
9) School-bag
Haha, quite a lot huh. I didn't even think of the budget when I listed down them. Well, I don't think I can get all the stuff I want, I guess I'm able to get about 45% of them. Haha...

Sunday, August 1, 2004

MI predictions!

Gosh... I have not been updating my blog for quite a while. Sorry folks.

~ Anyway, I just came back from Seremban with my family. We went all the way there to eat crab. They're like that, going to far places to taste the delicacies. The food didn't turn out as what we expected. We still prefer another restaurant that is in Kepong. The journey to the bloody shop was long, about 45 minutes from KL.

A week had passed. And of course, I watched Malaysian Idol yesterday. The third group tog o through the workshop wasn't that bad. Here's my own recap:

#01 Mimie - too much grinning, her ring doesn't suits the show, good voice
#02 Keith - his smile is weird, too old, a safe performance though
#03 Hana - boring, out of tune, a bit plum
#04 Yin - legs are short, bracelet sucks, boring
#05 Eddie - lousy shirt, pitchy, too still, and didn't say thanks for the comments!
#06 Farah - fashion disaster, struggled at the starting and chorus
#07 Jac - best performance, sounds like Fantasia, oversang
#08 Fahmy - simple, pitchy, fashion disaster
#09 Karen - originality, pitchy, bad rendition of song, necklace n jeans don't work
#10 Zehra - package was bad, choose better shoes next time, boring
#11 Saiful - Arab-style, traditional costume ar... , pitchy

Well, I've gotta say I think Saiful, Jac and Keith will move on to the next round. My predictions suck anyway. Like last week, I didn't even think of Victor to be one of the chosen ones. Sigh...

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Thought of the day: My Life

I have often asked myself why am I born in this world, things that happened to me, and of course, thought about how my future would be in a few years time, as usual. Sometimes, life's just so stuck up as if the world's ending for you.

Thought #1: Our parents were given the chance to decide whether to born us or not, but we didn't have the right to choose to be born or vise versa.

Thought #2: We were raised up the way our parents wanted, without given any choices.

Thought #3: Some parents think that they understand their children perfectly, but the truth is they know nothing at all.

Thought #4: Parents are just like parrots, repeating the same thing over and over again, or nagging.

Thought #5: With or without love, we'll still grow up. Unfortunately, the one brought up with love will eventually succeed in his/her life.

I'm not quite sure the reason we're born in this world, but I have a feeling that everyone has their own 'star seed' and they are to shine in this world. Unless we live in darkness, we'll be able to make a difference. What I believe is that we are suppose to lead the world to a better future. We are to live, inspire, then die off, and would be remembered by the next generation. You might be offended, but like what my friends call me, I'm just a optimistic guy that would never know when I hurt someone else.

Love and hatred, they are the same. They are feelings that are kept in our hearts and only we ourselves know it. And being independent, we're our own doctor and we could heal any internal wounds within ourselves. Let out the pain and hatred, let them be sucked into the black hole, and live with 'the sun'. That's why I love sunrise, where it marks a new beginning. Sunset isn't that bad either, because it will reflect what we did in the past.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Bon Odori coming soon.

I'm feeling a bit miserable today. I don't know why. I had my first nap at home in 2004 today. I was in my room, watching Bulletproof Monk, and suddenly, my eyes went tired and I slept for 2 hours. Haha... bet I can't sleep early tonight.

~ Well, there's nothing much to say about today. I'm a bit pissed off when they canceled the movies tomorrow. I was just thinking that after the trial, I would rather watch Catwoman and King Arthur. Anyway, the last minute cancelling disrupted my weekend schedule. Now, I would have to follow plan B, where I would go to Wesley Methodist School or SMK Bandar Baru Sri Petaling tomorrow for their Installation Day.

Went to McDonalds today and tried the fried prawns. I can't remember the name for the food already. I didn't like it. It wasn't crispy enough and not fulling at all. Next, I would love to try the McPrawn, the one that comes with a burger.

Joke of The Week:
This is a real story and it happened on the 8th July 2004, during lunchtime, in front of our school hall. Jon and I was there, with Meng Yen and Shook Yee. Pn. Siti was so happened to pass by us, eating an ice-cream.
Meng Yen : Wah teacher, eat ice-cream ar.
Pn. Siti : Haha... this is not for people like you!
Meng Yen : Wad!

At that time, Jon and I burst into laughters.

In random, the Japanese Festival is back.

Thursday, July 8, 2004

Happy Burfday Dex!

First of all, Happy 17th Birthday Dexter! I've known you since standard 1 i think and you introduced me to Magic The Gathering at that time. Haha...

~ Today, as usual was another tiring day to me. All teachers came, so there wasn't any free lessons. But still, I rather to have something to do than to have nothing to do. Lunchtime was boring! Unlike the olden days, I had duty to do. And now, I would have to sit in the canteen, waiting for the bell to ring. It is just a bit weird for me to be sitting, without any work to be done. Hopefully, I'll find anything that can fill up my empty slots in my time-table!

The weather these days has gone crazy. One moment, the sky is bright and the sun is burning the earth, then the next moment, the dark clouds hid the sun away and poured acidic water on us. Luckily, not many people fell sick for that because usually, we tend to get sick then the weather is 'unstable'.

~ When I was passing the corridor today, I read the article on the results for the Cheer 2004. I thought that if Melani didn't fall, they might have got more points and would be ranked higher. Maybe 8th or 9th. But the number of teams that participated in the competition this year had increased. Therefore, it is okay to get 11th out of 35 schools competing for the title.

This Nixie and Amber were very kepoh when they asked me why I put 'confused' and 'blushing' in my nickname. Of course, there's a hidden secret beneath it that can't be told to anyone at all. I'm just shy... way too shy...

In random, I'll qoute Encik Iskhandar. "This was ONCE a good class" (referring to 5K2)!

Sunday, July 4, 2004

Throwing Javelin in the Field!

Javelin ar~grins~...

Looking like an idiot!

Orang asli in the house!

I'm Julia, the Javelin Goddess!

A rather funny looking expression!

Family portrait!


Wah! I've not been updating my blog for quite a while. Sorry guys. I'll just skip to what happened today.

~ Well, I went for my last ICC meeting. It was a bit saddening but still, I feel that the burdens are gone by now.

After that, I went to Sungei Wang with Darren, Annjoe, Sieu Theng and Jovann. Darren of course planned to pak to there with Annjoe. Sieu Theng wanted to have her ears pierced whereas Jovann wanted to cut his hair. We broke up in front of Guardian Pharmacy. Then, I went to my mom's restaurant for 2 hours to have my lunch there. When I was back at Sungei Wang, I went to Low Yat to get an MP3 player. Wah, I just spent my own money on unnecessary things. Tungz! Met Arroon in front of the HK Movies shop before I went home.

Oh yea. Some of the things that happened this week. I bought The Calling's new album, 'II'. Ai San had her birthday bash on Monday. I appeared on TV for approx 1 second in the show, Malaysian Idol!

Thursday, July 1, 2004

Cheer 2004!

Sunday, 27th June 2004

Woke up at 6.30a.m. today! Yes! You might think that I'm crazy for waking up that early on a Sunday. But I have no choice because I ave to meet up with Ms. Lim in the Putra Indoor Stadium, Bukit Jalil at 6.15a.m. When we were there, there was nobody else except some security guards and cleaners. People only started arriving after 7.30a.m.!

~ 35 schools joined the Cheer 2004 this year. I'll just cut short of everything. I met Cheng Han, Ming Kee and Phoi Ying there. And um... Shewanaz wasn't in the top 3. The winner was Shirtliff again, the winning team from Sekolah Bintang Utara(SBU), the 1st runner-up was Dynamitez followed by Xavier from Convent Bukit Nanas(CBN) whereas the Best newcomer was the All Boyz team Vulcanz!

I won't include any pictures as all the pictures were quite blur. But I'll post the one with Bellefire! And Vince from Akademi Fantasia performed too. But uh, I don't really like him. And Jien was the host again!

Bellefire performing their hit single, "Say Something Anyway".

Jien caught in action!

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Who's Karthikeyan...?

Time passes so quickly and it's already Wednesday. This morning May Yenn came into the class with a miserable face and she cried today. I'm not sure why, but that's kinda normal... sorry to say.

~ Well, we copied notes during Commerce class today again. Then, all the students from K classes were asked to go down to attend the Basic Economics Seminar with Mr. Karthikeyan. He's a really friendly and nice person. He gave us a lot of tips. As usual, Ee Vonn (Miss Tidur) slept again during the seminar. Haha...

Nothing much happened during classes for the rest of the day. But something is going to happen to the Form 5 prefects! We're in trouble again! And to make things worse, there's a problem in Boys' Brigade too! I'm in deep shit right now. I'm shattered!

* Can't help fallin in love... *


Tuesday, June 22, 2004

~ History was fun today. Mr. Rama talked about a lot of things.

~ Fire drill happened at 9.30 a.m. and everyone essembled in the field again. Then, we were taught how to use the fire extinguisher.

~ Kezanne is angry because she didn't get the post of the President in Interact Club.

~ Encik Iskhandar had something to do after lunch. Therefore, we had free lessons since lunch because the subjects after lunch were CSA and English.

~ Oh yea, I bought a new shirt from last Saturday. I love it, it's nice enough to me.


Monday, June 21 2004
~ Received a badge for being the monitor for my class during assembly. Ai San received one too. I'm just so fortunate to have her as my assistant.

~ May Yenn was talking about being herself. Therefore, she's becoming a bit sarcastic sometimes.

~ Inez is back! She now looks like Christina from Form 4. Everyone says that and she's getting annoyed by it!

~ Had a great time during Commerce class. There was only 9 students in the class after lunch. Others were involved with the cheerleading (practice or decorations).

Yes. The badges that I have so far. The top one is the Interact Name Tag. The monitor badge is on the bottom left while the right one shows the prefect badge.

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Another Saturday...

Planned to wake up at 7.30a.m. today, and of course, the alarm did woke me up, but I went back to sleep again for another 30 minutes. In the end, my mom woke me up when she said that she had prepared my breakfast! Although in a rush, I spent quite a long time thinking of what I should wear. I just bought a new shirt from TopMan yesterday just to use the bloody RM25 voucher that expires tomorrow! Well, I went out today to SMK Puteri Ampang, near AmpWalk to attend their International Cum Installation Day.

~ It starts at 9.30a.m. and I was late since I woke up at 8.00a.m. as I left my house at 8.45a.m. to take LRT. It doesn't go right to the place, so I had to change to Putra at Masjid Jamek. The school is quite far from Ampang Park. Walking there made me sweat a lot. So I decided to stop by AmpWalk to get a drink and to dry off my sweat. When I reached the school, it was quite empty from the outside as everyone was in the hall already. I was greeted by 2 interactors at the registration counter and they asked me to register. I wrote down my name and my position. The girl was quite shocked when she knew that I'm the President. And she asked me am I the only one who will be attending, and as usual, yes. They charged me RM6 as I'm interactor, although I wasn't wearing my Interact uniform. And they gave me a piece of tissue also, how kind of them to do so!

The theme for their event was Vision Through Darkness. For that, the hall was very dark. When I entered it, I could hardly see a thing except the stage. I simply sat at my place and in coincidence, Cheng Han was just 2 rows in front of me. When I was there, I already missed out the roll call, the singing of the national anthem, the interact song and speeches. Luckily I didn't miss the opening ceremony. Right after that, it was time for entertainment. Oh yea, I noticed that the backdrop was really nice. So, the performances started with a drama. It was nice. Better than ours. It was quite meaningful, but the story seems like a paste from a story that I read from electronic mail. After that, they had a dance by Britney and Madonna wannabes. So the song was none other than "Me Against the Music".

~ Time for refreshment came and everyone went to the canteen. They served fried mee hoon, curry vege-chicken, normal chicken nuggets, spicy chicken nuggets, jellys and cin cau. The nuggets were finishing very fast and we all took about 50 of them! Then, I went to their exhibition hall. They did a lot of research and work on it. But I have a thought. Once I entered the room, I thought I entered a sauna or something as they lit up a lot of candles in the room. Being in the room for 5 minutes made me sweat a lot. So I decided to snap 1 or 2 pictures and ciao as quickly as possible.

After that, I went back into the hall for more entertainment. This time around, a girl sang "There You'll Be" by Faith Hill. She's a really good singer, but the mic went on and off. So the performance wasn't that good. Then, I think it was time for the African Dance. It was awesome. I wished I could have joined them. Hm... what else. Oh yea, the fashion show. It was a short one but antertaining enough. The performances ended with a song and dance performance by a group of incoming and outgoing interactors. And guess what, they used the song "She Bangs" by William Hung. Of course, everyone laughed at them.

~ Then, their installation took place. And right after that, it was time for presentation of souvenirs to the guests. The fellowship was canceled, so that was the end of it. Before I went off, I got Ee Vonn's contact. She's the new President for that Club. She's cool, smsed her for quite a while and she sounded very friendly to me.

Here are some of the pictures taken during the event:

Hot! Hot! Hot!

But the idea was still brilliant!

Draculas attack!

Angel of Sadness!

Angels of Love!

Angels of Happiness!

Angels of Beauty!

The last angel!

This is their souvenir. Not bad at all.

The program book (the butterfly stick), the bracelet (souvenir to the guest) and glow-in-the-dark stick.

Friday, June 18, 2004

84's it.

Hm... didn't update my blog yesterday simply because I was busy playing o2jam! My character is now lvl 5!!! Phew!

~ These days, I noticed a change in May Yenn's character. She has become a rather horny person, and hyper at the same time. Not mentioning her screaming from time to time in class. She just talk about sex all the time as if she's desperate for it. No offence, you might say that I'm conservative, but it's just not the right time to be talking about sex. Sometimes when one talks to much about sex, she can be addressed as a slut. That's what I think. ;p

So, tomorrow 19 interactors will be going for interview session with Cik Kasmariza, Amanda and I so that they can be elected as the new board of directors. Kezanne and Darren must be going for the post of the president... I think Chao Ying is going for that post too. Sze Yin is wishing for the Funding Director while Rebecca wants to be the Publicity Director. Christine is opting for either the Treasurer or the Club Funding Dir. That's all I know. Luckily I didn't have to go through all these interviews last year or else I won't be the President for 2003/2004.

~ I saw my report card today. My average score was 84. It was a major drop from my average percentage for my last exam. I think I did better last time. But, I still manage to set a few highest score for 2 subjects which were Mathematics and Science. Hopefully, I'll do better next time and I could have put in more effort this time to get at least 12 more marks in the exam so that I can beat Kelly. Anyway, she's very competitive as she always stay at home and she attends tuition classes.

Lately, I've been getting quite lazy. I don't know why. And Inez isn't around. Life's boring in class. Well, at least I get to focus more in class I guess. But still, I love my life more than anything else. I just remembered that May Yenn said that my life's boring, unlike hers. Maybe she's right... However, I believe everyone has their on way of living. Some are playful all the time, some are calm all the time like me, some are in the middle. So which groups do I fall into? I always ask myself.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

sorry for not updating my blog daily...

I was way too busy with the Interact Club Annual Report yesterday until I spent all the time on it without sacrificing a few minutes to update my site. Anyway, nothign much happened yesterday. First day of school, it wasn't screwed up. I love school, but only for this span of time.

~ Finally, I finished the annual report and handed it up with Amanda in Menara TA today. Cheng Han and Arroon were there with us, handing up their club's annual report too. We saw Sekolah Bintang Utara (SBU) Annual Report there too. It was fantastic. The decorations... whoa! Cheng Han kept mentioning Maxwell all the time. He's kinda looking down on them. But who knows, they might give us a surprise. Well, I think we stand a chance to win at least something this year... hopefully. I heard that the Form Four interactors might throw a farewell party for the ourgoing members of the club! Yeah! That means lots of fun and free food. But I still feel berat hati to leave the club so fast. And I only need to attend one more ICC meeting only. I might never see the other interactors again. That's kinda sad to me.

We had a fire drill during mathematic lesson today. Ms. Lim tricked us by saying that we can rest starting from 9.30a.m., making us happy for a while. Then all in a sudden, the fire bell alarmed us and we had to go down. Jon said, "why don't this happen during economics?". And when we were down in the field, Ms. Khoo suddenly teased Jon about that. Somebody must have told Ms. Khoo about it... who could it be? Traitor... Lolz!

~ Out of all the subjects I had today, I liked English the most. Simply because Encik Iskhandar was very sarcastic today. And he was joking a lot today. Other than that, the other lessons were still okay. During history lesson, we talked about many things as usual, such as National Service, politic issues, etc. Mr. Rama is just so informative. He knows everything. What a good teacher!

Nothing else to blog about for today. I'm sure tomorrow will be a brand new day!

"Success is a lousy teacher; it produces smart people who think that they can't lose" ~ Bill Gates

Sunday, June 13, 2004


Woke up at 5.45a.m. today. No, I did not mistaken today for a school day but it was actually a big day too as I have to attend the Joint International Understanding Day held in St. John Institution, Bukit Nanas. After all the preparations at home, I finally left at 6.30a.m. by cab and reached the place at 6.55a.m. It was very quiet there as if I'm the only one there. It was quite freaky. But at 7, at least somebody came after I heard the barkings of a dog in that school. I was afarid that the dog might bite me as I was an 'intruder' in that school. For one day, I became a student from Setapak High School. Why? As the Joint Installation consists only 4 schools, where SSG is not included, I was there to help out as an interactor from Setapak High School.

~ Their I.U.Day was indeed very successful. It did entertain the audience and worked their asses very well. Unfortunately, due to insufficient of time, the line dance and fellowship was canceled. Out of all the I.U. Day I've attended so far, I admit that this is one of the best so far. Congrats! The bridge that they built was quite unstable... looks like the one who actually crosses the bridge must take risk as they might fall anytime. But, the bridge was a good idea. The program book was nice too. Colourful enough. As for the souvenirs, 10/10! Briiliant idea, artistic work! The fashion show was quite messy but overall, I'll say good job to all of them. Or to me too, as I'm involved. Haha...

Amanda for the first time went to other school's I.U.Day this year. What a surprise! But she left earlier with the reason that she had to go to church. But she also stated that the I.U. Day was good. :) She was quite a coward during the roll call. She knew that she might be the only one standing to represent SSG, so she didn't stand at all. It was quite embarassing. And someone booed too. I wonder which school doesn't like SSG. My sister and my stepmom came to the event too. And they left earlier, like Amanda. Aaron from Form 4 was there too. So surprising.

~ The cleaning up session after the show was damn exhausting. Not only we have to carry the chair and sweep the floor, we had to carry all the timber to the scout house too. The woods were very heavy and there were like 40-50 of them I guess. The distance was far too. But it was a great experience to me. I learned how to carry wood properly, and even had a free work-out although it didn't involve some parts of the body. Sigh... luckily Ivan helped me with it. And the Vice President of the Setapak High was resting, relaxing and listening to music in the hall when we're doing that. How unfair. But he's the boss, what to do.

Here are some of the pictures I took with the other interactors from other schools.

Dora and I. She was my partner during the Sports Wear Fashion Show.

Yvonne, my partner for halloween costume.

Jung Kuan's sister!!!!

That's Adrian from Sri Sentosa.

Michelle from SAB. She's good at singing.

Man(left) and Iris(right) from SAB, our neighbour school. The both of them always call me BS(budak sesat) or Arabi...

Interact Club of Setapak High School's Annual Report!

Saturday, June 12, 2004

Tiring day!

Slept at 1.30a.m. and had to wake up at 7.15a.m. this morning to go to SJI again for rehearsals. Not enough sleep since it's still holidays. Nothing much to blog about. I'm too lazy. Tomorrow, I'll have my last I.U. Day. It will be my last time spending time with people from other school as in big groups in a big event. Sigh... I feel quite sad for leaving the board soon. I had been having so much fun by meeting new people. Well, life moves on and things will change. But it was too quick. I wonder how many friendships will actually continue after the break-up...

Friday, June 11, 2004


First of all, I'm going to post a few more pics of Malaysian once in a while. Okay, now back to my day.

~ Woke up at 9.00a.m. today. Pretty late. Stayed up yesterday until 1.30a.m. to watch Magic Kitchen starred by Sammi Cheng and Jerry(F4). The movie was great. It deserves a 9.5/10 from me. The only problem was that they dubbed Jerry and Maggie Q's voice. They can't speak cantonese that well. Lolz...

Went to St. John Institution(SJI) by STAR Lrt today. The journey was quite surprising as I saw Kheng Loon, Jeremy, Bryan, Azlan and Fendi in Bukit Jalil station. They told me that they are supposed to train for the national team... hm... is that true?! Good news then! Reached Masjid Jamek station at 11.55a.m. and I met up with Michelle, Iris and 2 more girls at the Putra Lrt entrance. It just proves that I'm lucky at meeting up with people. By the way, when I was walking in Parkson Grand in Sungei Wang yesterday, I saw a local artist too. That's the fourth time I see him in public including my friend's house. SJI is far from the lrt station. It took us 10 minutes to walk to that school. It was tiring. I just noticed that the vending machines in that school sell the drinks at only 1 buck for 1! It's so cheap, compared to our school canteen. Sigh...

~ We rehearsed the fashion show, singing and dancing the whole day whereas some of the committee members stayed back until 6 something to finish the backdrop and souvenirs I think. But I left quite early, at about 4.p.m. Here are the details for their I.U. Day:

Date : 12 June 2004
Venue : SJI
Time : 10.00a.m.
Theme : ???
Tickets: Should be RM8... but bring more money, heard that they're going to sell stuff.

To May Yenn, I don't know why you're afraid to face the fact. Love comes and fade away due to some reasons. Take it as a challenge. Just get over it and keep on living happily. There's always a solution to every matter. Just be patient and stay calm while waiting for the solution. With that, the problem will be solved eventually. And thank you for hating me. Thank you for being honest too. And please accept my apology for making you cry. I never meant to do so. But we can still be friends, can we? But I'm already the one you hate. Never mind, one day, if you need me, I will still be there for you. You're still my friend.

Jonathan dancing and stripping... I'm there clapping, can see me?

Hui Wen and Affina. They rock!

VCD Front for Magic Kitchen!

VCD Back for Magic Kitchen!

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Didn't get through, but it was worth it...

Yes. I wasn't chosen. So what? I gained more than I lost. Most important is that I went through the whole process of it. It was cool. Yet tiring.

~ I reached Times Square at 9.00a.m. Although it was early, many people were already there. Thank god I met Hui Wen. I wonder how am I supposed to wait without boredom if I hadn't met her. Well, the group got larger when we talked to Fairus I think. After that, our group got a new member who is Affina. She's cool. She wore this jeans that was very attractive as many of the camcorders holders shot her. I bet you will see her on TV. Just when we haven't get into the waiting area, we were joined by Eunice(studying in a music academy) and Jonathan(17 but looks like 20+). So at that time, we have 5 people in our group. Well, later in the audition waiting area, we were then joined by another 3 fellas, all Indians... but I can't remember their names. That's not the end of it, later on, our group got larger when a group of Penang folks joined us. Allow me to count. That will make our total number of members to... 14! We're like the most active ones in the whole room! I can't imagine going there all by myself, thinking that I can survive without anyone to talk to. But now, I admit that I'm wrong. Life's so much nicer with people to accompany you all the time.

Okay, I'm gonna sum up what other people whom I know sang:
1) Fairus - Belaian Jiwa by Innuendo
2) Hui Wen - Everytime by Britney Spears
3) Affina - Reflection by Christina Aguilera
4) Jonathan - A Frank Sinatra song...

~ While we were patiently waiting for our turn of audition, many things happened. We had a free live dancing, games, and dancing class! The process of waiting was very memorable and shall be humming a sweet and lovely tune in my mind whenever I think about it. Anyway, the hosts for the show have been chosen, Jien and Aleya. Jien is quite okay, but the girl seems too goofy.

Why do I say that I gained more than I lost? Here's the calculations... lolz...
01) Free live dancing and it was raunchy! +2
02) Played spin-the-bottle-cum-dare +2
03) Jonathan did a strip tease +2
04) Affina had to sing in front of the whole crowd +2
05) Getting free dancing class by a professional trainer! +4
06) Having the chance to make an advertisement for MI +3
07) Playing a really lame game (passing the bottle) +1
08) Jokes +2
09) Free mineral water +1
10) Meeting new "friends" +5
11) Getting good luck messages (1*no. of msgs) +10
12) Had to wait for 6 hours (1*no. of hours) -6
13) Not chosen -5
14) Choosing the wrong song -2
15) Being nervous -2
16) Not responsive -3
17) Receiving a call from Jiu Wei and Ee Vonn +2

And the total is... +18! In the end, once again, the process is more important. It has taught me lots of things. Why do I say I'm not responsive? Lolz... the lady called my reference ID for 4 times, and I didn't even respond to her. And yes, I was nervous when I sang the song. As for the advertisement, our group had to say,"Watch Malaysian Idol, Friday Night, on 8TV". What else, thank you to those who wished me good luck and they are:

01) Rachael Ong
02) Jonathan Tan
03) Jennifer Lim
04) Kelly Loh
05) Shook Yee
06) Cheng Han
07) Lisa
08) Amber Ho
09) Ivan Lai
10) Phang Jun Hoe

And of course, orally, those people who wished me good luck are none other than Jonathan and Fairus because we were in the same batch for the pre-audition. Thanks a lot to y'all! If I missed out anyone, please forgive me as my memory isn't that good afterall.

Well, my audition started at 3 something. It was late. The judges weren't Fauziah, Roslan and Paul as it was only pre-audition. Well, the Indian guy said that I'm good. Maybe I sounded sucky, he said that just to make me feel better only. Anyway, it's over now and I'm back to my normal daily life. Hm... I guess I have to find other ways to lift my stardom. As for now, I shall concentrate on SPM... but before that, I have so many unsettled business... homework... annual report... and lots of tv programs that I have to watch!

The envelope that I received from 8TV on the spot.

The sticker that I had to stick on my shirt at the chest level!

Having a dancing class! It was fun! Look for me! Front row, 2nd from right!

I just received an sms from Christopher stating that I was shown on 8TV just moment ago. Damn, I always miss myself on TV!

Tuesday, June 8, 2004

So tired right now...

I have been working on the annual report for the whole day. But at least, it was worth it bacause I'm 95% done with the report on I.U.Day. Anyway, I just received an sms just now stating:

Congrats! Ur application 4 Malaysian Idol Audition is successful. Ur audition is on 9/6/04, 9am-5pm, 6th flr Berjaya Times Square. Make sure U arrive on time.

9am! I have to go there before 9! Oh my gawd! Sigh... hopefully I will be the first few ones so that my audition will be earlier. I hate waiting although I do have patience.

A short one today, because I have nothing much to say. Tomorrow shall be the same routine, wake up, bath and eat, work, work, lunch, work, work, dinner, work, blog, sleep...

Monday, June 7, 2004

Sunday again...

Stayed at home the whole day today. It was dead boring. I just read that Harry Potetr opened at 41.2 million in the U.S. box office. Bravo! It might break the all time weekend box office record I guess. It might now, but the record will be broken again by the opening of Spider Man 2 next month.

~ Since I didn't go out, I have nothing much to blog about. I'm feeling nervous for my audition now. I'm so unprepared. But at least I have finalised my songs, If I Let You Go by Westlife and Belaian Jiwa. Hopefully, the first song will bring me luck.

I hereby include some of the pictures I took last year with my friends. It might be a bit blur, so don't strain your eyes.

Meng Yen, or known as Momo, is a very emotional person. You would never want to criticise her or her idol, Danieal Radcliffe or Harry Potter!

Shook Yee, or known as Fish, can sing very well and is a very sweet girl. She can take joke, and will fight back sometimes!

Jennifer, or known as Nixie, is a very smart and independent young lady. She's a survivor!

Inez, or known as Inez too, is heavier than me and rocks on her guitar all the time. She's like the female version of Eminem+Linkin Park!

Sunday, June 6, 2004

It's Saturday!

It has been exactly a week since school closed. And what does that mean? Our holidays left back a mere 8 days only! Time passes so quickly until i didn't notice that I have so damn many unfinished homework especially the Interact Club's annual report. I have been a lil' lazy lately, sigh...

~ Went to Petaling Street just now with my sister and her lover. I got myself the box II for GetBackers which means I only have one more box to get before completing my collection. Petaling Street is damn crowded. It is such a busy market from morning to night, attracting hundreds of tourists to that place everyday I guess. Lots of pirated discs... a guy even asked me whether I want some pornographic vcds or not. I wonder why that happens to me everytime I go there. It's either I look mature, or I look horny! Sigh...

Still, I had a great time there. Saw many gays there... or maybe they are just friends who are holding hands for the fun of it. Btw, there was one of my favorite food there which is fried wanton! It was expensive though... 20 cents for one. Bought ten, ate all. Thinking about food, it reminds me of some pictures I took last year. Can you guess where all those food came from?

If you have guess our school canteen, then you are right! Our canteen food has never look any better I guess...